This sucks. You’re broke. You can’t do anything fun. It’s all their fault. If you hadn’t married them you’d have plenty of money to do whatever you want. You two haven’t even talked about money for months because all they ever care about is what they want. Who do they think they are? You work just as hard as they do.
You should just leave. Who cares what your family or friends think. You deserve to be happy. Don’t even worry about how it affects anyone else – they’ll get over it. It isn’t going to affect them nearly as badly as it’s affecting you. Get out now while you still have some time to enjoy your life.
…the voice in your head?